The Veil

Those eyes as beautiful as glittering star.

Those eyes were only what you could see

The veil hid everything else

The hair, the ears, nose, lips.

There hid something else behind the veil

I dumped all my feelings and emotions behind the veil

There was a secret that wasn’t supposed to be revealed

To this dark world

Each time I passed by you, my eyes did the talks.

Those eyes as dark as a sky with no moon light

Those eyes as sharp as bright sun

Those eyes which had no tears left

My eyes said to you, “I don’t belong to the world of love”

You continued to follow me with smile

I never removed the veil

I never let you see the real me

My thoughts were bombarding to seek revenge

Revenge of letting me alone in this world

I wanted the blood to flow again

This time it was blood of anger

Years ago,

My curly hair would always be open letting the breeze blow it

My lips would never miss to expand with smile

My ears would have the prettiest earrings which every girl would envy

But one day when I returned home

It was floor of blood

Blood of all my loved ones

No one alive, for no mistake they did

I was all alone with no one in this world

That day, I covered my face with the veil

And started running, I never looked back

I never looked at the world again without this veil.

This day, this moment the floor is filled with blood again

You are on the floor crying hard exactly like how I did years ago

Blood of your loved ones are flowing covering the whole floor

Your hands are shivering, so did mine years ago

But your family showed no mercy to me years ago.

Now that my heart is content with revenge,

And I am lying down on the floor with my flowing blood.

Your eyes meets my eyes again and this time there is no smile on your face

You look at my eyes surprised

I remove my veil and you see my face

I look at you and smile

And that is my last breath!

"HE" is my "HERO"

                     

                               I have to write today! I have to write today because I am away from home and I miss being with the best person. A person who taught me what is Life, what is the world and showed me way towards light. I miss him often. I miss him more every day. All I get to do now is to visit him taking few days off OR multiple phone calls every day despite my busy schedules.

                                When I was five years old and had joined the school. He peddled cycle every day morning and afternoon for kilometers together just to drop and pick me up from school. I still remember the tiny green seat in front that was fixed only for me.It wasn’t an easy task, He felt tired and did stop at times at the side of road and then continued to peddle again. There wasn’t a single day when he complained about it. In fact he smiled each time he saw my face. He worked hard at office to give me the best of education and best of everything in Life.

                                “You are my world”- He always said and still continues to say even today! His job posted him to a different location. I was studying in primary school when he chose to move to different location all alone. Of course not by choice but because his job forced him too. Inspite of his health issues where he actually wanted mom to be around to help him, he dint take anyone of us with him. The only reason was he was posted to a location of tiny village where there was no education system available in those days. He dint want me to lose two years of my school education.

                                  I made him proud with my mark sheet each time he visited home. I was the school topper everytime.I would wait for the day he would come. I would keep all my prizes and certificates that I had won on the table. He would pat on my back and praise my hard work. He would also get me some gift each time he travelled home. 

                                  I remember that day when I had asked him for a teddy. I had seen few of my friends owning big teddies and out of nowhere I too wanted to own one. Honestly, I don’t know why I wanted a teddy because I was never fond of it anytime. May be I just wanted to have one like everyone else. I thought my dad would immediately buy me one but he dint. He said “Teddy haan? The doll that is made up of clothes and cotton. What will my daughter do with it? It cannot talk and walk. You can simply carry it. What do you get from owning a teddy?”  I kept quiet. He continued “I would want my daughter to ask me some useful gifts. Like you ask me books that you want to read and get knowledge from. Any book of your choice. I will buy millions of it for you.”  I looked at him with disappointed face. He later said “Ok, looks like you really want a teddy but you will get a small teddy first, after few months if you still wish to own a big teddy then let me know”. He further continued “And to get the small teddy you need to work hard and score a rank this final exam”. That was an easy task for me then. I worked hard and stood first in my class. My dad kept his promise with small teddy as my gift. Within few weeks I had lost all the interest in that boring teddy and dint want a big teddy anymore. Infact I just kept the small teddy only for the reason that it was a gift from my dad. This continued in every phase of my life. I would be made aware of what is worth owning and then gifted with what I want at the right time. This taught me value of everything I own in life and also taught me to get things by working hard. The joy that you feel is immense. I was gifted with cycle and scooty when it was necessary at right time. Never got it immediately when I asked for it the first time.

                                  I grew up. Young hot blood was flowing in my body .Things had gradually changed. I wasn’t the same rank holder student anymore in my studies. There were times I let him down. There were times I made him feel low. There were times I made him angry. There were times I felt helpless .There were times I was ashamed of myself but he still stood beside me proudly. There was a time I broke into bits and pieces. He used all his strength, gathered those broken pieces together and made it one again. My respect towards him increased and love towards him doubled.

                                  Today I am in a state where I need to make time to make a phone call just to talk to him. I cannot talk to him for hours together sitting next to him as I stay away from home while he is always next to me whenever I need him. He is still working on giving me best in my life and I am not able to be his strength. He is always there when I want him but I am never available. Yea, I am definitely working on being there for him.

                                  His patience, his courage, his determination and will power is what I always wish to develop in me. He is my strength from the day I was born and even today and for future. Yes! He is my first HERO, my DAD! – Today whenever he sees me, he still gives me hopes on how to deal with Life, to stay determined, to be positive and that keeps me pushing ahead. I LOVE YOU MORE DAD!                                 

Thoughts that flow !!

      My thoughts reflect the past, my thoughts witness my present and at times tiny little hopes of future are captured.

                I am a day dreamer big time. I can sit for hours together doing nothing but only get so lost in my own thoughts. Sometimes I do wish I would have used this time in something fruitful then I answer myself “I don’t have to rule the world now, so it’s OK”.

                My early morning takes my thoughts for a walk through my memory lane. Every morning I go for a walk to a park nearby. This practice started just to give my mornings a fresh start watching nature and to feel the morning breeze. A light music, my favorite shoes and a jacket, hands in my pocket and there I go. I have to walk a little distance to reach the park. I have to cross few lanes of big and small houses as well. Few things that I observe daily is I see a lady splashing water in front of her house door when I go for a walk and by the time I finish my rounds in the park and return back, beautiful design of “Rangoli” would be ready to welcome in front of the door. My thoughts just took me to my past where my granny did the same and we little ones would stand next to her and watch in excitement. She would do it so perfect and fast. As I walk further I see a young boy (probably in his 12- 16 years age) who stops his cycle at every house he crosses , picks up a news paper from the bunch at his cycle basket and throws it in front of every house. Trust me; I always make sure I don’t miss watching him as he throws newspaper to first floor, second floor and also third floor standing in the same position of the road. The newspaper rolls high up in the sky and falls perfect. “Dude, you can be a basketball champ” my thoughts said to me when I watched him. His throw never gets missed every day. My thoughts reminded me of a friend who had once told me “I don’t care that I am going through a bad time because I come from a background where I have lived my life as a newspaper boy. So today if I am kicked out of my job I am bold enough to lead my life independently finding a new way”. This thought made me smile. I continue my walk and I see a shopkeeper opens his tiny shop every day morning. Keeps few racks of groceries outside the shop, makes ready a small bench for customers, hangs few magazines in front of the shop. My thoughts took me to my childhood days where my uncle who owned a shop used to do this every morning. I used to visit him only on summer vacations. He did make me and my cousins sit in the shop. All we had to do was know the price, collect the money and return proper change and give them what they asked. I entered the park and I see old couple walking in the park, few young folks running and little exercise. Adding on, I do see few little kids who come to the park early morning to play see saw, swing. I see the joy and excitement in every kids face when the swing and see-saw goes up and down. My thoughts reflected my past where me and my sister used to finish our homework real fast just to join our friends at the park to play the swing.

                I finish my walk, continue my daily routine and off I go to office. I always prefer a window seat when I travel in the bus. Because I always love to observe the world around me. I see a group of little kids with uniform playing on the road side while their parents are holding their school bags waiting for the school bus. They were playing some game clapping their hands. My thoughts took me down the memory lane of my school days where we sang rhyming words and clapped our hands. I did try to recollect the words fully and realized I have forgotten few words. My bus stopped being stuck at traffic and my thoughts started waving around my present routine of office,cooking,meetings to attend etc.To see positive  side of my present I took my thoughts to my favorite books awaiting in my bookshelf that I would continue  to read, movie that’s planned for weekend. The bus started moving slowly by then and there I see a beautiful young couple who held their hand. The guy asked the girl to stand after him and then carefully looked around and crossed the door holding her hand tight. My thoughts went into my future. I don’t stop my thoughts when it shows me hopes of future (which may or may not happen). I let my thoughts swim. By now the bus had started moving on the flyover and the morning breeze near the window seat brushed my face, I tilted my head slightly towards right and my eyes closed. My thoughts continued to swim into future.

      I looked into his eyes and he smiled at me, I put my hand on his head and brushed his hair and he smiled again. He puts an arm around my shoulder and kisses my cheeks. I blush. He pulls me towards him and cuddles me in his arms. I feel safe forever. I feel I have the whole world with me. After being in his arms to my heart’s content I rest my head on his shoulder. He kisses my forehead. I feel I am the happiest person. Suddenly I feel the jerk and my head is hurt. My thought of future now brings me to present. I was in the bus and the last stop had arrived. I get down and my final thought says “Whoever you are and wherever you are, though I am unsure of your existence and unsure that you are on the way to reach me, I will hold you tight in my thoughts forever”. 

Flaws to Perfection

She was funny, naughty and crazy.

She made millions of people smile in her journey every day.

There were her set of bad days too where she lost her own smile and she was blamed.

She owned a heart filled up with unconditional love and care.

She hugged people when they felt lonely and held the hands when they needed support.

There were days when she had lost all her strength to help and she was blamed.

She respected feelings and valued relationships.

She compromised to keep them happy and to live more moments with them.

There were days where she lost herself completely and she was blamed

She worked hard to give her best to people around

She spent tiring days and sleepless nights

There were days where she was restless and she was blamed

She loved truly and deeply

She bonded and connected from heart

There were days when she had to let go with deep pain within and she was blamed

She wiped their tears of sorrows

She gave her shoulder to rest

There were days when she had to wipe her own tears and she was blamed

She was known for her soft speech

She made wonders with words

There were days when she was left with no words and she was blamed

            She sees the change

            She see the different her

            She sees that the more people she loses, the more she finds herself

The other day when it rained!

It is bright sunny day! Unbearable heat, deep summer making us thirsty every now and then. Me and my roommates were walking towards our destination. We had to wait for an auto. After a little while, one of my roommates said – “Hey, Can we please find a place to hide ourselves from sun”. I immediately pointed towards a small shelter on the extreme corner of the road. It was a small sandal repair shop. An old man sat inside that tiny shelter whose job was to repair the shoes. This little shed had a small roof on top that extended a little in the front that could let few more people to stand under the roof shelter.

 My roommate replied – “There, No way! Let’s find a better place”.

 I questioned –“Why, what’s wrong?”

She answered – “Look at that, small shelter, not good enough”

My thoughts reflected back to that day when this small shelter was saver for me!

“ The other day when it rained” – Early morning was just like any other normal day in this city.Alarm rings and there I wake up and get ready and off to office.But the day was not normal in the evening.Unpredictable weather had started the game.It started to rain that evening.It was raining cats and dogs and whole city was in a mess,people not ready to welcome rains and were without umbrella.There I was in the bus.I had no clue if this rain would stop before I reach my place. I was just hoping it will. It dint.I arrived my stop and it was time to get down from the bus, the moment I got down, rain was so heavy that it dint allow me to walk even two steps. I saw my left and then right , all I could see that moment was this small shelter , yea! The same sandal repair shop.I went to this shop and I stood there right under this small roof.This small shelter protected me from getting drenched.Now within two seconds I see a young guy running towards me and occupying the same shelter.He couldn’t go ahead in his bike and had to stop.After a while another gal joins in,She makes a call to her mom and expects her mother  reach this shop with an umbrella to pick her up! Then comes a small girl half already drenched, We all three try to move a little closer to give this little girl some place to fit in under this shelter. Now that was the maximum limit this shelter could hold.Old man who is the owner of the shop said – “Feel good,sorry I don’t have more place to make u all comfortable” . Few among us said –“That’s ok” . I said “This is the best place,Thanks”. The guy next to me smiled!

                Heavy rain continued,wind was blowing so hard like it was angry,rain drops were pouring continuously like it would never stop again.Gals mother had come with an umbrella to pick her daughter.Mother scolds her daughter for not carrying an umbrella and simultenously  continues to wipe her daughters wet head.I watch and remember my mom.There was a smile on my face at that moment.They walk away. After a while a car stops infront of us and picks the small gal.I stand and continue to see the water splashes,traffic jam,shaking trees etc.

                After  waiting for 45 minutes straight I make a choice to wrap my head with dupatta and make a move.Rain had reduced slightly showing a little mercy on me. I started to run and reached my destination.Walk distance was just 10 mins to my place from this stop but rain was at its peak not allowing me even to take a small step. Ah ! If this small shelter was not on my head may be I had no clue where to go the other day ! I was thankful to that small roof on my head the other day!

                Here today I looked at my roommate and answered – “Sometimes small shelter makes huge difference.I would stand right under it,Follow me if you want to” and there I stood ,so did they!

Relating this to Life – Sometimes we meet people who would support us or give us just a minute of happiness .That minute of happiness would have mattered to us a lot.That minute of happiness would be the only reason why we were happy the whole day! We miss to notice them and we forget to thank them or may be sometimes we forget the person itself who had once made us feel good and happy. Notice them and now may be it’s your turn to make them feel good J

Do what you Love AND Love what you do

                        Recently we had graduated with  Master degree. To celebrate the last day of our study life, a bunch of friends decided to wear same set of Tee’s on the last day of our exam. Our intention was to have a similar design on all our tee’s –So the concept  of design was something that could relate to our Master degree course , and this tee would  be kept with us further as a memory of our course days! Now the whole concept had to be approved and liked by everyone who will be ordering for tee. Finally we came up with a design which made some friends very happy and kept some others just convinced.

                        The next task was to print this designed tees – It was a job for me and my friend to find the best place to get this done!Using  a little contacts, and taking few suggestions from many around we chose to goto a place.After having lost ourselves on wrong roads multiple times we called the number of this organization, where we got guidance to reach our destination.

                         Little hesitant and confused, thinking if we were at the right place we parked our bike infront of a small gate.There comes a young guy outside the gate asking “Are you the ones who just called few seconds back asking for direction?” We nod our head with a “yes” and he welcomes us inside. It was a small house.We entered  inside and all we could see was 10-12 computers around.Each one were sitting infront of computer,music on with headphones, few youngsters with laptop, few with cup of coffee,few were enjoying their break by playing little games.A small house converted into an office with an environment similar to that of a house.We were then introduced to a man who took care of the whole office.After listening to us,he made us meet his colleague who could help us.

                          When we explained our concept and thoughts to this guy,he replied  “I understand what you want, I don’t enjoy designing this concept,its not my cup of tea.Would you mind If I make you meet my another colleague sitting over  there at the end whose passion is such concepts.I promise he will make your design much better than what you expect from us”. – He called a guy and said “Beta,we have a concept here and you need to design as per the concept!Please listen to their concept and see if it makes you happy?If yes , take it as your work!” Me and my friend were surprised.So you actually have the liberty to choose your work, You have a choice to say a “NO” to things that you are not interested to take up and choose only those which passionates you!This guy listened to our concept and said “I would love to design this”.He quickly designed multiple designs on our concept infront of us and asked us to choose the one we liked.He actually wanted to know if we would need some modifications on the design so that he will do it for us,but trust me he had already designed the best.

                         These few lucky set of people who worked here enjoyed their work.They dint have time constraints of login and log out.They can come and finish their work anytime they would love to.A bunch of young people were given a chance to show up their creativity in designing. They were free to design what they love and their designs will make wonders.These designs would be on tee’s which would then be on sale.Designing and colouring.This office dint have boss and employee concept,instead had a concept of 'you are your own boss'.You wear what makes you feel good and confident,You come in the time you feel great to work,you design what makes you feel complete, you take a break whenever you want to,and most of all you be what you are!

                          It was a treat to talk to these set of young people,they were very happy in the place they were. They said “when you do what you love and you get paid for it,what more can you ask for in life!”

                            There is a saying – “If every day morning when you get up from bed ,you are dragging yourself to work not being happy, then it’s time to move out of your current job and get into a job that you would have always loved to do” !- Do what you love and Love what you do

Get to know someone Random !

She was away from the entire world for a long time, She enjoyed being alone, She was once famous for being talkative and notorious and now famous for her silence. She had learnt smile can never hurt others whereas words do,So the only answer she gave to everyone now for all their questions was a Smile.Indeed a sweet smile!!She dint like to socialize anymore. She loved loneliness, pen, paper and books  more than people!she pushed herself away  from all people may it be good or bad. Thus she was for almost year and a half!

One fine day she receives an email, Content included – “I would be visiting your place, wanna meet?”The moment she saw the e-mail there was no second thought and she immediately sent a reply – She typed “Sure, We can catch up”. This was basically because the sender was the person whose work she had always admired and have always wanted  to meet. That night they exchanged few messages about the meet.

Next day was like any other normal day, A small get together meet was planned in the evening !When the time of meet was near she was not able to be “herself”. She could sense a strange feeling and she was not sure to judge what is it?! Is it the excitement,happiness or is it the fear? Mind couldn’t make sense  and that’s when she picks up her phone,quickly dials her friend’s number and says about the meet. She says – “something is troubling me, I really don’t know what!”

No idea how big Thanks she owes to her friend today who answered her.Her friend said – “Look at you, what’s gone wrong ?? You were not the same when we were together at college,You dint even spare the college guardian and peon from your dialy talks and morning wishes.You  socialized a lot then. You have pushed yourself into a shell for no mistake of yours. Its high time for you to come out of your shell.Come out before you loose yourself completely”.She said “ok ,thanks for those words,talk to you you later,” and there ended the call with her friend.

She sat down for few seconds and quickly had a recap on every single chapter of her life.Details of her life plastered all over! She smiled and got ready for the quick evening meet.

The meet was extremely  beautiful.Her meet included two most lovely people on the earth and she enjoyed every tiny bit of it.The talks,games,dinner,cake-cutting etc etc.She was amazed and moreover surprised to see their simplicity.She had admired their work  but now she admired them more than their work ! Once she knew them it was never like she had not known them before. Probably she is still searching for the perfect words  to describe those two wonderful folks she met ! She had her best day. Just before the bye she felt like giving them a hug and saying  – “you guys are fantastic”.But she shushed her little voice.

She had taken the first step out of her Shell ! She realized that she had been away from the beautiful world all these days !

Life doesn’t throw only right things at you, Sometimes it throws wrong things at you and thus you value “THE RIGHT”… Though things go wrong,continue to see the world the same way like you did see it before, love the world the same way like you loved it before.Remember the whole world is not bad !! 

When was the last time you made someone happy !

 Nah ! Here I am not talking about impressing  “xyz”  by gifts! Let me convey the message quick and easy!

Just imagine,that you are out with a big group of your friends  on a great trip ! How do we place ourselves among the crowd!? Ofcourse, we plan a trip to relax ourselves ,to see new places and make sure we enjoy it to the fullest .Thats what even I would do.Have fun,play,dance,sing,pose  crazily for the photos,love the sight of beautiful places etc.All these days any  trip to me meant only this. But recently  I found out that a trip could be, more than “Just Fun”.

Do  you see this ?

A friend of you,might be lost in his/her thoughts and looks disturbed

Did you happen to notice this?-This friend of you might be part of the fun,talks,laughter among you but yet completely lost.Go,sit next to this friend and talk,Give a hug, Make him/her feel better.How does it feel when the same friend says – “There’s  a deep pain within me,which I remember often,But now I know there are more colours to Life and I am missing out on it, Thanks”.

A friend of you might be standing far away, watching you when you are on a high ride/water etc.-
Did you happen to notice this?-
This friend of you is too scared of heights. Who is happy to see others enjoying the high rides , Want to try but yet too scared of heights.

Get this friend,hold the hand and take him/her to the ride along with you, Ask this friend to trust you,nothing worse is gonna happen.How does it feel when the same friend tries the ride for the first time with fear and then comes back to you,hugs you and says “That was not as scary as I thought, Thanks buddy.!”

A friend of you might be a new one in the group

Did you happen to notice this? – 
This friend of you is a little uneasy because , all are new to him/her.Trying to mingle but needs  little more time.

Be with this friend,interact,get him/her involved in all your talks,Make him/her  laugh.

How does it feel when the same friend says – “ I had a nice day. Now that I know all of you now,it doesn’t  feel  like I had not known you before”

This  blog was written only with respect to a trip,Who knows , there may be many such people who badly need someone to make them happy and smile though in a small way !- May it be your own friend,loved one, a person sitting next to you at office, or a person who just waved you a hi ;)

If you happen to notice, then you know what you have to do ! - Its worth making someone happy and making  someone SMILE !

Do you remember when was the last time you made someone happy? – If  “YES” ,then there is going to be a next time too, Because you know how it feels . If “NO”, then it’s not too late to begin with,because you will know it’s the best feeling to make someone SMILE  though its only  for a moment :)

Tender Heart

Is there someone who knocks at your door?

Is there someone who begs you to give a chance to make your life beautiful?

Is there someone who wants to fill your life with colours?

OR

is it the other way round-

Is there someone who wants to see light in his/her dark life and likes you to be the bright light that could shine in his/her life forever?

Is there someone whose life is an open book filled with blank pages and likes you to be the one to fill colours to the pages of his/her book forever?

What would you do?

When your mistakes, reflects in front of you, you regret and then you stop.

You don’t go ahead as you might fall.

You don’t trust as you might breakdown.

You don’t splash colours because the only colours you have is black and white.

You don’t want to be the light since you are lost in darkness.

A new person knocks the door again. You ask your heart-“Shall I open the door or keep it closed?”

You wonder -what about those, who have knocked the door long back and still wait for the door of your heart to open.

Choice would be the only one.

But would you ever make a choice?

If YES, would it be the right choice?

My Tender Heart –“Why don't you speak?”

Thanks,sorry,forgive,forget !

BEFORE: [I thought ] – The world is beautiful because of these words!

“Thanks” - A word that can be used as a way of gesture for a person who  has helped you in any possible way! A word from heart to the person who made you smile and happy!

               But I learnt  and felt the real meaning of Thanks when I had to hear - “Thanks, You made me realize life is painful”

“Sorry” – A word that re-joins the broken bond, this word brings a smile on fuming face.Interms of misunderstandings,this single word unites the loved ones and brings them closer!

                But I learnt and felt the real meaning of Sorry when I had to hear – “Sorry, It’s all over between me and you”

“Forgive” – A word that makes one forget all the grudges, also reduces long gap among people and helps to turn two people from enemies to friends!

                But I learnt  and felt the real meaning of Forgive when I had to hear – “Forgive me because I was once part of your life”

“Forget” - A word  that gives you relief from your past mistakes,vanishes  your  worries, that

can make your regrets and pains to disappear!

                But I learnt  and felt  the real meaning of Forget when I had to hear – “Forget me for once and forever”

AFTER : [Now I think] -The world would have been more beautiful without these words !

For all those who  feel life is beautiful with these words,think twice at every step of your life and act accordingly as its better to make sure that these words never come to you in a hard way !

Did i do a "Mistake" ?

Lost is the “understanding” we shared

Lost is the “attachment” we had

Lost is the “deep bonding” we developed

Lost are the days when I could read your thoughts even before your speech

I spent days and nights together

With a wound of guilt seep in

Never did I let those tears pour from my eyes

Nor did I let my heavy heart speak out those words

I swallowed the pain of guilt

Being myself, being strong

Being away from the world

All alone

I asked same question everyday to myself

“Where did we lose our care for each other?”

I blamed myself every moment

“Did I do a mistake?”

Thousand thoughts running across my head all day

And me Eager to flush out all running thoughts at once

But it was time to choose

Whether  ”to hold on”  or “to let go"

I was searching for answers within me

Never were those questions answered by me

I realised   “sorry” was  too short to say

I realised   “Don’t leave me” was too much to ask for

Lost is the “love” and “care”

Lost is the “me”  in “you”

Lost is the “us” in “we”

“Lost”  forever and ever

Act smart,each second does count !

INCIDENT TIME  : 11.30 pm

Like everyday even today,I happened to board my late night cab(provided by the Company,with security guard)But all days are never the same,u never know when things go wrong ! That day  turned out to be different!!

After two ladies drop,the next drop was a lady.She got down and tried calling someone from her cell[This went on  for 10 mins]….Our cab dint move,as we were waiting for her to get in …Later we all realized that her hostel gate was locked and she had to call a person to get it unlocked.Finally a man(hostel warden) came down from stairs and unlocked the gate.She got in,(before that warden could lock the gate again,drunkard above 40 plus age suddenly happened to enter the gate from the street and touch our lady employee who was in a hurry to enter her hostel… Our cab was taking a turn,but  driver had to put a brake,bcos she screamed aloud continuously !!!! She was our responsibility !We would make sure nothing goes wrong with her !Security guard got down from the cab and warned the drunkard..Though he was not in his senses, he did not listen to our guard,so cab driver had to get down to put things in the right place,But  nothing worked until security raised his  hand(which was needed to protect a lady).As he was too drunk,he dint trouble after that.Now after this entire scene it was time to drop all remaining employees. There was not a single soul on that road. Driver,security guard got into cab, Before they could close the cab door ,Suddenly out of nowhere a group of five young guys got into our cab,pulled our driver, guard outside.They asked all of us to get down questioning “This is our area and how can you touch anyone here”.Though we tried our level best to tell what was the incident,they were in no patience to listen…Luckily lady employees were not touched but guy employees including guard and driver were hit real bad ! Things fell into place once they felt its enough and we happened to reach our respective places.

This blog is not to tell you how did we manage to be safe.Its to tell you ,what shouldn’t  be done during such incidents

1)      Don’t Panic – Its scary and unexpected but still try not to freak out in such situations. Try to stay calm and little easy.If  you freak out,there is nothing you can do other than making others around you panic too!I am saying this because I saw  few people who started to cry in the cab, I told them to go and sit in the back seat and there is nothing to worry until we all are around!

2)      Don’t ever get down mid way (specially if you are a lady) – When the fight is on,don’t try to simply get down from the cab and start walking ,when you really don’t know which area you are in and what is the direction you have to follow to reach your place.Because you never know if you are followed.The company cab will definetly not leave you mid road. Have patience and trust them!!

3)      Choose your words and actions carefully – Its always better to choose your words and actions carefully rather than letting the fight grow-up..Its ok if you compromise and let it go instead of shouting at high voice and loosing temper which worsens the situation!

4)      Act Smart – Its understood that you will first call the transport for help.But Make sure your help reaches you fast.There can be some people to help you nearby, faster than transport  help .You may have your own smart ways of escape(like the pepper spray etc) .If situation is too worse that you have no other go then use it!

So Guys and Gals, Never wait for help because each second counts !! Act Smart before its too late ! :)

May be "I am lucky"!!

Heart  shattered being desperate for few words
Eyes insearch of those  who had  promised  "I am there for u"
Ears eager to hear  a "hi"
Arms wanting a hug
Heart  heavy in need of that shoulder where head could rest
Pain hidden but still continued the smile

Loneliness was killing around
As Loneliness became too long
Heart slowly fell in love with it and enjoyed it
Loneliness became  the best feeling  ever

Time taught where one stands
Time pointed spoken words that were never followed
Time showed  relationship may not stay forever
Time echoed the past that witnessed present 

It never hurts nor does it regret to see those faces
The same smiling faces that taught the lesson of life
Its happiness for all around that matters
Though heart misses a beat at times

Thats not the end!
As wonderful love was showered
Unspoken words cared
And there were hearts that wanted the pain to disappear
The ones who had never promised.

Now tellme what should be valued more
The unspoken words that cared or the spoken words that failed
Painful yet wonderful lesson of life
Which noticed  those few who held the hand!!
May be  "I am LUCKY";)

Do Love your Loved Ones !

       At times  you might have felt you want everyone but nobody wants you.You also feel that you have lost everyone who are dear to you.Though you know very well that you don't have to be miserable for no reasons because you are damn sure that you have not done anything wrong and you know very well that  you deserve to be happy always but  you cant help it...There can be  people who understand you though you don't tell them and they try to pull you back to yourself very often...Treat such people as angels in your life because there are only a few of them. And also there are  people who can understand you completely but still they don't give a damn though they are your loved ones,this hurts to the core and it makes you feel that this is the worst phase of your life.Situation shows Human reality,Very True is what you feel.You may also feel why on the earth did you compromise so much for those people who can hardly understand all this and why do you still be with them and love them the same as before.Frankly speaking,even i don't know the answer for this..Maybe somewhere unknowingly we have compromised ourselves so much for their happiness that we still wait for them to turn and look back at us at least once and say "I am there with u". 


Just a small sentence from your loved ones can bring you back soon instead of ten sentences from people who are not close to you saying "Be Back to normal?","Whats wrong?","I hope things will get better soon".etc.etc.I know very well that i can put in an effort to make them realise but how until when ? This is something  you cannot force your loved ones  to understand until they realise it themselves.I feel giving an explanation to them about this  and then making them understand  is not worth.Never  mistake this as ego. Its just too much of compromises.But i have just one small question "When my loved ones can easily move on without getting hurt why cant I??"..Was the attachment only from my side that i am finding it so hard.Is it that easy to Let a person go far away.Not easy for me anytime .Still trying to figure out how is it for them!!!!



So Do Love your Loved Ones.Hug them tight when they need it,Respect their love and care shown towards you,Catch their hands when they are all alone.Be with them and make them smile!Never let them go!
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