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Saturday, October 19, 2013

Life is beautiful(now!)


Whenever  I was down and confused , my dad always told me – “Daughter , Life teaches you everything, it will make you matured, It will one day make you realize that you have grown up to handle the worst yourself, either in a good way or bad way.” - I used to just smile keeping mum. Today I understand that statement, He is so very right!

Life looks beautiful to me these days, more and more beautiful as every day is passing by! I have now got up from the place where I had fallen down long back, have learnt to hug people again when I feel like. It’s not like the time when I wanted to be myself all alone anymore! I have realized in the past few months that I do miss people around me.Sometimes a lot more than I even expected to miss them.

                Earlier I was clueless about what I wanted; now I can see my future. I can see what I want because I see where I stand right now! My future is at a far off distance from here and it looks wonderful to me though I see I have thousands of hurdles to pass by. I have started the battle and I am going ahead each day! Each day is a new learning, I see myself growing every day. Someone recently said me – “You are blessed”! Someone else told me – “Everybody here and many more out there loves you so much, and nobody knows why”!

There were times when I told people around me – “Leave me alone” and now I see myself saying – “Guys, I am missing you like crazy and need you here”.
There were times when I wouldn’t answer any phone calls and switch off my cell phone but now I see myself dialing numbers from my contact list just to talk to people for hours
There were times when I used to go for long walks all alone but now I see myself gathering my loved ones around me.
There were times when I used to get lost in a conversation between friends but now I see myself laughing until my stomach aches in such conversations
There were times when I used to stick on to my chair at office but now I see myself not sparing anyone around me from my pranks.
There were times when I made sure that people depart only with a simple word “bye”   from me but now i see tears in their eyes when they go away from me with a promise to keep in touch.

I am living my life as I wish to and not as a compromise for anyone else. Sometime back there was a time when I wanted to put a full stop to everything wrong that’s happening with me…I was trying to find a way out of all the worries that I had. It was difficult to bear all of it at once, but time heals everything, I found myself with the best people to come out of it! No worries seem too complicated now! Emotions, Feelings, etc. are something which I respect and handle with care

On reading these, don’t think I have just had a recovery from heartbreak! It’s just re-collection of the past, analyzing it deep and then realizing of the happy moments that you have missed so far by making your simple life miserable and complicated. The idea of not destroying the present happiness and setting up a future goal! Trust me this keeps you going! Between I have to thank some set of people who came into my life in this phase; they were my doctors though they don’t know it! ;)

On this note, this Writer inside me is looking forward to bring out some happy and funny blogs on this page soon!