Whenever I was down and confused , my dad always told
me – “Daughter , Life teaches you everything, it will make you matured, It will
one day make you realize that you have grown up to handle the worst yourself,
either in a good way or bad way.” - I used to just smile keeping mum. Today I
understand that statement, He is so very right!
Life looks beautiful to me these
days, more and more beautiful as every day is passing by! I have now got up
from the place where I had fallen down long back, have learnt to hug people
again when I feel like. It’s not like the time when I wanted to be myself all
alone anymore! I have realized in the past few months that I do miss people
around me.Sometimes a lot more than I even expected to miss them.
Earlier
I was clueless about what I wanted; now I can see my future. I can see what I
want because I see where I stand right now! My future is at a far off distance
from here and it looks wonderful to me though I see I have thousands of hurdles
to pass by. I have started the battle and I am going ahead each day! Each day
is a new learning, I see myself growing every day. Someone recently said me –
“You are blessed”! Someone else told me – “Everybody here and many more out there
loves you so much, and nobody knows why”!
There were times when I told
people around me – “Leave me alone” and now I see myself saying – “Guys, I am
missing you like crazy and need you here”.
There were times when I wouldn’t
answer any phone calls and switch off my cell phone but now I see myself
dialing numbers from my contact list just to talk to people for hours
There were times when I used to
go for long walks all alone but now I see myself gathering my loved ones around
me.
There were times when I used to
get lost in a conversation between friends but now I see myself laughing until
my stomach aches in such conversations
There were times when I used to
stick on to my chair at office but now I see myself not sparing anyone around
me from my pranks.
There were times when I made
sure that people depart only with a simple word “bye” from
me but now i see tears in their eyes when they go away from me with a promise
to keep in touch.
I am living my life as I wish to
and not as a compromise for anyone else. Sometime back there was a time when I
wanted to put a full stop to everything wrong that’s happening with me…I was
trying to find a way out of all the worries that I had. It was difficult to
bear all of it at once, but time heals everything, I found myself with the best
people to come out of it! No worries seem too complicated now! Emotions,
Feelings, etc. are something which I respect and handle with care
On reading these, don’t think I
have just had a recovery from heartbreak! It’s just re-collection of the past,
analyzing it deep and then realizing of the happy moments that you have missed
so far by making your simple life miserable and complicated. The idea of not
destroying the present happiness and setting up a future goal! Trust me this
keeps you going! Between I have to thank some set of people who came into my
life in this phase; they were my doctors though they don’t know it! ;)
On this note, this Writer inside
me is looking forward to bring out some happy and funny blogs on this page soon!
